First, I want to thank those who sent a supportive e-mail or comment my direction.  My intention was to disable comments but couldn’t find how to do it.  I will not approve the comments good or  bad on the previous post.  Why?  It was me blowing off steam.

I will give you a little insight into the way I function.  When I get angry, I blow up and let it go for most things.  I don’t hold grudges, unless it is a serious issue. I will defend myself when I feel attacked.  There is no other option with my upbringing.

When my integrity is called into doubt, it is an attack on me.  It won’t happen with one comment.  The side comment from FlashG is not what got my goat.  I understand where FlashG’s comment came from.  It was the 27 e-mails that followed.  Yes, I counted them.  It took up half of my inbox, I can’t ignore when half of my inbox is full with hate filled words.  I understand the forum that I post.  I understand there will be “trolls”.  I get them from time to time.  However, they are usually spread out and I deal with them on a one on one basis.  I refused to deal with them all singularly, thus yesterday’s post.  The issue is over.  Please don’t comment on this post.

Slut X

I am tired!  I am exhausted!  A girl has a truly wild thing happen to her about once a year and she writes about it.  What is the response from people?  I must be making shit up.  There is no way this could happen.  I am sick of the doubt.  I am sick of the e-mail calling me a fake.  I am sick of the comments.  I am sick of it all.  If you don’t believe it, then don’t read it.  Forget my web address.  Forget my chat name.  Forget my e-mail.  Fuck you!

I just read your post “Can I have another, please”,  you are so much fun. So awesome, so awesome. I can’t believe you actually grabbed his butt, but I love you even more for doing it. I’m just curious, how come you didn’t try to start a conversation with him (and maybe make him a fuck buddy)? Do you feel nervous around really hot guys? Is it harder to talk to super, super hot guys compared to regular decent looking guys?  I don’t have fear when it comes to approaching people.  If anything, my military brat experience taught me to get past that stuff a long time ago.  There is no reason to be nervous around them, they should be nervous around me (insert nefarious laugh).  As far as the ass grab, if a man looks good to me, it doesn’t mean he will be a toy or I want to talk to him.  Some people are prettier to look at or grope.  I was in the moment.  It felt like the correct thing to do in my mind.

When do you know that you want to have sex with a guy? (… 5 minutes? … 2 hours+?) Would you have sex with any guy? For example:  A super, super hot looking guy, but he has zero social skills, clueless about women, and extremely boring.  A fat, really ugly bastard, but he is very funny, romantic and talks about sex.  Average looking guy who is a little funny, a very tiny bit romantic and talks about sex a very tiny bit.  There is no set of time that determines the future possibility of sex.  The chemistry is there or it isn’t.  Sometimes the chemistry takes a while to develop and sometimes it is instant.  Regarding your different kind of men situations, there are a couple answers.  I should say the politically correct answer but I’m not going to piss on your shoe and tell you its raining.  The middle guy stands no chance at sex.  As much as people want to fool themselves, everyone wants the attractive type of person for their taste.  The middle guy isn’t my taste.  I don’t go for overweight people romantically.  I am not a chubby chaser.  I am friendly to everyone that doesn’t piss me off, but being friendly doesn’t correlate to sex.  You will ask me “my type” next.  I like a guy that is nice, takes care of himself, confident, not a douche and not a complete moron.

How come you don’t write about guys picking you up at the bars, malls or supermarkets? How often do guys ask you out?  There have been mentions of guys asking me out at work.  The readers really don’t need to know about the random people who ask me out on a date, nor do I think it is interesting.  I don’t really count up the tally of date requests.  I would be a total narcissist if I counted guys asking me out.  Although, there is a degree of narcissism in writing a blog, I am not the kind that stares in the mirror at my unparalleled beauty.  I hope you picked up the sarcasm at the end of the previous statement.  I receive my fair share of requests for a date.

Happy Humping!

Slut X

I’ve done this thing in the past where I update the blog through out the day. I say the little things that go on in my life. Today, I am doing it again.

11:30 I had an early class today. It was a complete bore. The prof drones on about the subject and is monotone. It really makes the difference in a class if the guy standing in front of you sounds bored with the subject. After class, I went to the gym. I did some squat thrusts, not really it just sounds dirty at the moment. The “you should be in porn” guy was there. He was checking me out most of the time. It made me wet and I enjoyed having his eyes on me. I used this while I masturbated in the shower at home. Now, I am meeting my neighbor, Big Red, for lunch.

13:49  I just returned home from lunch with Big Red.  We had lunch on her expense account which is always nice.  The conversation was mostly catching up guys.  Big Red is a moaner, a loud moaner.  It seems we have competitions some nights.  She asked me about last night.  I told her that Football Guy dropped me off after work.  You know me, I had to repay him for his services.  I ended up bent over my table, taking his dick.  I didn’t want him to cum in my pussy last night.  I wanted a mouth full.  It went a little awry.  I was bobbing on  the tip and it popped out of my mouth.  He squirted some of his cum on my forehead and hair.  Cum in hair is always a pain in the ass.

16:23  I am a news junkie.  It is harder to be one with all the dumb news being presented.  There are serious things in the world happening and people are worried about some dumb bitch in California that had octuplets.  She was shopping for lip gloss, oh my god we need to tell the press.  I am all for having fun and letting loose because life can’t be serious all the time, but how about some common sense.

17:28  Thanks for the comment Jason.  The thought has crossed my mind.  I never plan hooking up, it just happens.  I like to live in the moment.  It makes life a little more exciting.  I will be going down to a casino with her on her birthday.  She is having a party down there and I imagine if anything would happen between us, it would happen then.

20:15  I was lazy tonight and ordered pork fried rice for dinner.  Why do Chinese places have the most unattractive people delivering food.  There should be a law that the delivery person has to be super attractive, male or female.  It would increase the number of delivery orders if there was a gorgeous person showing up at the door.  On the other hand, I would be tempted to pull them inside and ravage their bodies.  I am going out later tonight for a little bit.  WOOHOO!  Its time to party.

01:37  It is technically the next day but oh well.  I was out at a club.  The time seemed to fly and I stayed much longer than I wanted.  I had fun dancing up on guys, making them get hard.  I finished watching Craig Ferguson.  I love him.  He makes me laugh so hard.  Day finished.  Happy Humping!

Slut X

This weekend is very frustrating.  A shitty day of work followed by a good night out.  This has been my weekend Friday, Saturday and so far on Sunday.  I had a friend come home from work with my on Friday night.  Yesterday, I went out to a club and had a great time.  I am unsure which to tell you at this point.  Friday, I had a toy give me a good fucking.  Saturday, I acted very impulsively.

I will have time to decide while my computer friend looks at my computer.  It started to make a weird noise on me today.  I called him to come and look at it.  I hope it is something simple because I don’t have the money to buy a new computer.  Please be something easy or nothing at all.  I am going because he is here.

Happy Humping!

Slut X

The big bad wolfe left this morning.  It was sad to see her go.  She is the one true friend I have made since I moved to Boston.  I will entertain you later in the week with our weekend activities.  I want to post and make it a quick one so I can run off to the gym so I am doing TMI today.

1. Are you truly politically correct? Be honest. I am never politically correct.  I am brutally honest to make it worse.  If you are pissing me off, I will tell you.  I will say what is on my mind and have no problem telling people.  Life it way too short to let things like that slide.
2. Will you ever streak in public during rush hour? I have streaked in the past but I don’t know why someone would do it on a road that would be busy for rush hour.  It seems like a stupid, arrest worthy thing to do when you cause an accident.
3. Would you ever do something sexual in public (more than 20 people around)? I don’t think the question is would I.  It should be how many times.  I have never been shy about my sexual actions.  My posts are proof of it.
4. Do you ever not have good table manners? This is a weird list of questions.  I wonder how a person goes from public sex to table manners back to public sex.  I don’t think any one person that has lived had perfect table manners.
5. Do you ever fantasize about a public sexual act? Describe. I haven’t fantasized about it in a long time.  I don’t fantasize because I would just do it and not think about it.
Bonus (as in optional): Have you ever gone through a true sexual fantasy? Describe. I don’t get this question.  Are you asking if I have acted on a fantasy?  I have acted on a fantasy in the past.  There are way too many to list or describe.

The first question comes from my e-mail.

Have you ever had anyone interested in your feet?  And what do your feet look like? If there was anyone interested in my feet, I didn’t know about them.  There are some fetishes I will never understand.  Feet and rim jobs are at the top.  These are two places that a tongue, sucking, etc… do not belong.  I get asked the anal question quite a bit.  I have had anal, it isn’t my favorite but it happens time to time.  If a guy asks for it, they can forget about getting it.  My feet are normal looking feet.  Currently they have red nail polish on the nails.

Next, Andy asks a simple question.

All I’d ask, is why are you coy about numbers and ethnicity? There is some information people like to use to spread hate and contempt.  People use those two things to demean, name call, and spread hate in general.  This blog is about happy things.  I don’t need someone commenting left and right about negative things.  Life is too short to be hating people. Life is about having fun and living.

The rest are from StFan.

1. Can you describe your thoughts and feelings (both before and after) the first time you had sex just to get laid and get off (i.e. not because you were in love, wanted to please a bf, etc)? After talking to the writer of the question, I understand what he was asking.  He wants to know If I felt any different after I used a guy for purely sex.  After the first guy I had sex with used me for sex, I detached my urges from my feelings.  It was a hurtful experience.  I liked the sex but learned the emotional part of it wasn’t necessary.  Its funny how some girls will keep guys away from them for a while after an incident.  I didn’t swear off guys, I embraced the attitude.  It didn’t happen over night but it became easier to differentiate the two.  The first time this happened, I was ready and willing to go ahead with it before sex.  During sex, it became a little harder for me.  There was a bunch of thoughts running through my mind about how it was wrong.  After it had ended and the post sex good feelings were going, I let those wrong thoughts go.  I am not sure how but I did.  I think my reasoning was it was just a different form of masturbation, which is true in a way.  Fuck buddies, one night stands, etc… are just a substitution for masturbation.  There is no emotional attachment when you masturbate.

2. (a 4 part question). How old were u when u first realized you could probably seduce just about any guy you wanted? What experiences led you to that realization? Did that realization give you a sense of power and hyper-boost your confidence and/or already size-able libido? Does it still? I don’t think I can seduce any guy I want.  There will always be a man out there that doesn’t like certain aspects of me.  It may seem like I get any guy I want but I don’t go after men that show no interest in me.  If I pick up a signal that a guy is into me, I will pursue him if I am into him.  I will admit there is a certain confidence builder in getting someone that you want, but it is about playing the odds and not sending out a signal to every man in viewing distance.

3. Describe the last time you got turned down by a new guy. How did you feel afterwards? Did you end up fucking someone else? Being turned down by someone is not a good feeling.  I have been turned down from time to time and it can get me down.  I don’t let it keep me down like most people.  Rejection will happen in life, there is no way to avoid it.  I don’t usually jump from a turn down into bed with a stranger.  If I put effort in trying to get with someone, I won’t let someone else get the grudge fuck.

Big Bad Wolfe is on her way to visit this weekend so you all have a good weekend.  Happy Humping!

Slut X

While talking to a friend and thinking about a comment someone left me, I came up with an idea for the blog.  I am willing to try this and don’t know if it would be a permanent thing or how often it would occur.  The idea is to have someone submit 3 to 6 questions to me to answer.

As it stands, I get on messenger and there is someone that has a lot of questions to ask me.  They want to know about my younger days, preferences, etc… .  This would be a way of getting those questions answered and limit the number of repeat questions.  It would also satiate your curiosity.

The Rules:  There are no questions to reveal my identity, I like to keep that secret because a blog like this could affect my future.  No questions about the names of my toys.  If I don’t want to answer a question, I will tell you why I don’t want to answer.  I will tell you a couple questions I won’t answer right now:  the number of people, color/ethnicity of the people, being paid or offers to pay for sex.  Consider this “Interview Slut X”.  These are the rules I can think.  I am sure some questions will add to them at some point but otherwise it is open season.

Slut X

1. What’s your favorite color of lingerie?  The invisible color.  Lingerie is nice and I shouldn’t really say this because of my job.  However, lingerie is really a waste of money.  It doesn’t stay on long and most of it is uncomfortable.
2. Do you have a porn collection?  I don’t have a porn collection, who needs a collection with the internet.  There is always something free to watch.
3. Do you have any fetishes?  I don’t think I have any.  I tend to be submissive most of the time but it isn’t some sort of domination fetish or fantasy.
4. What is your favorite place to have sex?  It changes so much.  During the summer, it is in the rain on a hot day.
5. Do you like to scratch, bite, pull hair, etc? Do you like having it done to you?  Isn’t this the same basic question as number three?  I like to be spanked.

Bonus (as in optional): Do you think the number of sexual partners you’ve had is below average, average, or above average, and how does that make you feel?  I hate these questions because they are always meant to make a person feel bad.  If the number is low, then the person feels like they aren’t living their life.  If the number seems high, then the person feels like a whore.  There is no good answer for this question.  I will say, I don’t regret what I have done.

1. How many cell phones have you had? How long have you had your current cell phone number?  Only one cell phone with the same number.  I personally hate the phone.  I dislike cell phones but sometimes they are a necessity of life.
2. Where was the last place you had sex?  It was in my bed on Saturday night/Sunday morning.  The football player took me home after a party and I had to “thank” him.
3. On a scale of 1-10, how satisfied are you with your love life? (1 is lowest, 10 is highest)  I would say my love life is an 8.  There is always room for improvement.
4. Does Bliss sound like a fun game to you? Have you ever played it?  Is this an advertisement for the game?  Are you getting some sort of kick back?  If so, can I get a cut of the profits?  I guess it could be interesting but why spend money for something on your computer when you can get sex dice for like $5 and it doesn’t require a computer.  The thought of sex dice brings back so many great memories.
5. Is there anything or anyone you would be willing to die for?  I would risk death for anyone I loved or someone in my family.  In my opinion, loving someone means I am willing to give anything and everything to that person.

Bonus (as in optional): If you were (or had) a magic genie and could only grant wishes for others and you only had three left, what would they be and who would they be for?  The first wish would be to legalize gay marriage.  It is completely retarded that two people that love each other can say I want to live the rest of my life with you.  The second is for my family and friends to be happy.  The third is … I have no clue.  I am not going to say something cheesy like world peace.  This isn’t a beauty pageant.

Happy Humping!

Slut X